The Berlin wall.

"I think maybe we have to let go of the past sometimes, you know,
so we can hold on to our lives."

Woke up, went to volunteering at Acacia Ridge, disgusted some people, befriended others, got closer to those who wanted to and was given a jar of homemade peach jam from a wonderful 68 year old lady that goes by the name "Jan Nick" but I call her "Jam" because she makes Jam. Can't wait to buy some bread so I can try this jam out !

Hong Nguyen came to my house today. I don't think she's ever been to my house before. I get a lot of visitors so I tend to forget who's been where. She dropped off some Dash Berlin tickets and we spoke for awhile. She stalled when she drove off which gave me a good laugh. (Grats on getting your P's, bro) It's a shame she couldn't come with. I have the feeling that it would be just her cup of tea but hey, what can you do? 

Went to Family and saw Dash Berlin perform, I don't know what to say, it was quite literally astonishing. There was not a minute where the mix was dull. I just, man. I don't know. You had to be there.

Danced for like 5 hours straight, got to see familiar faces which is always good. Really wished I got that mix though, there aren't many 3 hour long mixes I would listen to over and over but goddamnit, Dash, you outdid yourself tonight. Went expecting good, left with gold.

We're family.

"It's impossible for all wishes to come true if you pray for them.
But if you think and put your best effort forth until the end, then the outcome can't be that bad."

Room porn is like, the second best type porn, second only to food porn, of course.
I have a bunch of ideas for my future home, I just hope I'll have the time, patience, money and determination to go through with the ideas. It's a shame I'm not into books or anything, that would've been a nice touch to what I have in mind.

I know I've said being alone is nice but hanging out with the people that are fond of you is a nice change of pace once in awhile. They possess the patience to deal with your shit and it's something I'm forever grateful for. I guess it comes naturally though but I can't help but wonder what they find burdening and I suppose they won't tell you because they feel like that is the right thing to do but I'd much rather an honest opinion than a masked one even if the outcome isn't what you thought it would be.

Reset.

Be fucking proud of who you are. Make you and your gratitude obvious.

I drove Jack Nguyen home, the first time I felt like I could drive my car confidently without killing anyone, even if it was in the middle of the night. There's a list of things I want to get done as soon as I get my P's, most of which are just things I feel need to be done according to my morals. hahahah see what I did there ? It's because the car I drive is an accord HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OH GOD, I DID THAT UNINTENTIONALLY AND AM CURRENTLY CRACKING UP AT MY OWN JOKE AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH fuck, I'm funny.

Great, now I forgot what I was going to type. aw dammit, worth it. Sleep deliciously, guys.

Edit 1: you can so tell that I got distracted by that masterpiece of a joke as soon as you read the first sentence, I hope future posts will be as spontaneous as this, they were pretty spontaneous to begin with :L

Reset (Thank you) - Hiroshi Yamaguchi

Dollars AND Dreams.

Dealing pot.

   I hate rain. I love the way rain looks. I love the way rain smells. I love the way the rain feels. Odd, innit ?

C&H

"We must be taught how to think, not what to think."

Pho weather, who am I kidding ? Pho weather is every weather. 

You really can't rely on anyone but yourself, after coming to this conclusion a few years back I started to realize that I hate people and yet, I like people who hate people. I don't generally go out and that's because I'm cool with the shit I have, here, at home. Alone time is just as (if not, more) important than time with others. When alone, there are no variables, whereas when you're with others, there's always that chance of things fucking up and I've come to notice that fuck ups are not as rare as they appear to be. I don't have high hopes in what I do, people, results and that's only because it's easier this way. I'm living life easy mode and that might not sit well with others but it's not like me to burden myself with the things I can avoid, unless it's something I feel like I want to do or should do but even then, it's still not much. People can be assholes but it's hard to pick out the ones that are and the ones that aren't, so I just assume that they're all assholes and expect nothing from them but lately I've been expecting the worse rather than expecting nothing, I swear, you can never expect what's just around the corner. I don't know man, I don't care anymore. It's not like I'm venting my problems or anything, this is just what I think about whenever I do think and that's pretty much only when I write these things late at night/early morning :L

I love my life, and if you're reading this, you should, too.

FAREASTONE

"Has being nice become so rare that it's now mistaken for flirting ?"

Holy shit on a fan; my little brother snores so loud. He snores so intensely that sometimes, he inhales too much air and starts coughing his brains out which everyone in the neighborhood can hear, I didn't even know something like that was even possible but apparently, I'm just as bad hahahahahaha. (someone please clarify this)

My sleeping patterns are officially fucked. I couldn't get to sleep due to the fact that I woke up at 6pm this morning so I went for a little drive around Inala and I couldn't help but to drive by the people I know and start to reminisce about good and bad times with those people. Rosemary, Fornax, Dorado, Poinciana, Skylark and many others, shit was therapeutic. Note that I do not currently own a driving permit so it was dope that I didn't get caught, then again, the chances of getting caught at like 2-4am are pretty slim. I have a feeling I'll be driving around aimlessly at night more often when I get my P's. vroom vroom.  

Feathers.

"The key to happiness is lowered expectations."
- Unknown.

It's like 3:40am man and the first thing I was blessed with when I got out of the shower was a little facebook message from old mate Jason Bui. I don't know why he started talking to me but now that I think about it a little, I don't care either. We summed up what we did in out time apart in a 10 minute online conversation, it was mostly about weed and cars, typical Jason. It got me thinking though, I wonder what would've happened to me if I was more involved with that clique, would I become delinquent throughout my adolescence and progress to bad habits, each worse than the one before ? I know it's pointless to think about these things but I really can't help but wonder. Maybe I'm overselling myself here :L It would be impossible to keep my attitude around people like that. Every time I see anyone of those guys it feels like I'm being looked down upon, as if I abandoned my family and it makes me feel... I don't know how it makes me feel; not good but not bad. It's probably hunger, yeah, let's go with hunger, I always feel better after I eat anywho.

Found some good doof doof today, albeit it's not much but my playlist is gonna hit dem triple digits son!

Feathers - Archie & Fareoh