Pinky swear.

"Some people think we spend too much time together
but that's just because those people are stupid."

If you're wondering, the inspirations for my title posts are just the titles of the songs I'm listening at the present moment, well, not present, but the moment I'm typing so they don't really correlate to the content or anything else for that matter but if it does then I'm sure it's just coincidence... maybe. 

It's the first night in 2 weeks I'll be spending alone. My little brother has school tomorrow and he seemed a little depressed when he went home, hahaha thinking back, I think we all were. There was always that one kid who loved school and couldn't wait to go back, usually it'd be because they have family problems or they can weigh the company of friends with the general school experience, either way, there was a good chunk of us who thought they were weird but now, I think they knew, something was going on for them and they just had a glance at the bigger picture, I miss school now, especially primary school, the work, the teachers, those times when we referred to our breaks as "Little lunch" and "Big lunch", that shit was the best. I can't even begin to imagine how you'd come to this sort of conclusion at such a young age, all I thought about when I was a kid was what I was gonna eat next or what the next episode of Dragon Ball Z would be like, I swear that topic was what boys (and even girls) would talk about all morning.

Talking about primary school days is giving me a headache, not because of what I'm reminiscing about but the amount of thinking my brain can handle, I'm not used to thinking, I don't think I want to be hahaha how ironic.

 

La la la.

" Hanging out with you is more fun than playing with a coloring menu
and sometimes,
those menus have a maze."

The .gif above makes me hope that I end up like that. You really can't give any less fucks than that guy, makes me keen on the future even though I imagine if I do end up like that, it'll cause me to loose all my friends and I'll be disowned just from the sheer reflected shame that is amplified from my glorious tighty-whities and chest hair. 

Last night I asked my little brother to wake me up at 6 and when I woke up at like 12 I was all like "bro, the fuck ?" and he was all like "dude, I tried to wake you up but the moment you opened your eyes you screamed "YOLO" then went back to sleep." and I was all like "oh, alright." and he was all like "word."
alright, that's not exactly how it went but it might as well have. I don't recall it but trust is something you have to keep in the family. Sure doesn't sound like me though, actually, yeah, it sounds just like me :L

Kiet messaged me at 1 saying he was gonna come over to pick up Hoc's car keys to get his car serviced, Kiet drives aggressively, dude. I swear the only lesson in driving he got was from Grand Theft Auto or Crazy Taxi, I'm honestly amazed he's not dead yet. We went to David Le's to get it serviced and he even took us for a "drive" although it was just him drifting his car up and down a straight road, almost hit a tree, didn't, so that was dope. Got home, chilled with Andy, I need to take that boy on a walk or something aye, he looks too much like me when I was his age, kinda makes me sad.

This has probably been my longest post so far and I kinda like it, having lots of shit to post gives me a sense of security in knowing that my life isn't entirely uneventful, although I imagine that having an uneventful life is better than having a life that's cursed with events that are shitty, I'm glad mine's somewhere in between. 

This is pretty neat, been on replay for the last half an hour or so. la la la la la la la la la la la.

She reminds me of Danielle McDonald and that's pretty coo'

Night like this.

"If this was Neverland
I would only have to think of you
to be able to fly.
And everyone would be all like
"man, you fly a lot.""

I completed my last mandatory hours at St. Vincent's De Paul but I didn't realize that I accomplished that until after I left. So now, I'm thinking how will I ever get to tell them I probably won't be seeing them ever again even after they said "we'll see you next week, bub!" ... I better come back regardless, It's kinda fun there and I don't want to leave any loose ends, this would be so much easier if I had my P's. If I didn't have this blog I would probably end up thinking about this all night but now that I have it written down somewhere I feel a little more at ease because it's like I've written it down on my mental "to do list" and at this point, I have no choice but to do what I've told myself and now I can focus on more pressing matters at the moment, like marathon-ing through the Men In Black series so I think I'll go do that now. Sleep deliciously, you, the person who is reading. I hope good things come your way and I also hope that those things don't affect me in any way, you know, unless like, you want it to or some shit.

Present.

"True freedom is getting to the age where you just don't give a shit anymore."
- Dylan Moran

Dude, I just had the most awesomest idea in the history of everything.
Once I had got my hand some some money, I planned on getting a carbon fiber hood for my car BUT what if instead of a carbon fiber hood, I'll paint it with black board paint and have the freedom to draw whatever I wanted when I go out ? What a silly question :L I shouldn't ask a thing when there's only one possible answer :L everyone knows it'd be awesome. I just hope people will refrain from drawing penises though hahaha nah, not gonna happen, there will always be a penis somewhere.

Denne came over and bought my guitar off me, he doesn't seem like the type who would bother learning an instrument hahaha than again, who am I to talk ?
I wonder if his missus has anything to do with the fact that he wants to take up guitar, actually, yeah, I don't care. Hope he has fun with that. 

Piano.

"Most people never really listen, they just wait for you to stop talking."
- Dylan Moran

Jesus Christ it's fucking cold.
My little brother has been making it a point to go to sleep at 10pm and wake up at 6am, I suppose he understood what would happen if he continued the sleeping pattern I introduced him to and made the effort to make the initiative every single day. Kids are a lot smarter than I give them credit for and I'm starting to admit it. When I was in primary school I had thought I understood everything. My parents would often say things like "I'll tell you when you're a little older" and at the time I thought "mate, I'm as smart as I'll ever be right now" which was correct to an extent but I eventually understood what they meant but unfortunately, by the time I could understand, I couldn't give a shit so I guess they stopped trying altogether :L

I was asked by Hoc to look after Augustian from 9pm-12am so he could go gym and take care of a few other things. It really takes something out of boys when it comes to asking for favors like that. I owe a lot to Hoc so it didn't take much for me to accept. I don't owe him anything in particular but I owe a lot to everyone.

Ausgustian : Are you a virgin ?
Me : Yeap, haven't even had my first kiss yet, you impressed ?
Augustian : Figures.

Me : How'd you figure ?
Augustian : Look at the size of your monitor
Me : The fuck does that have to do with anything ? 

Augustian : They say you become a sage if you're 30 and still a virgin.
Me : .... Wanna eat maccas ?
Augustian : .... Yes.

and off we went. There was more to the conversation but they were mostly just random murmurs from both of us. He's one of a kind that boy :L 

Silhouettes.

 "Come for the cake, stay for more cake."
- Dylan Moran

Every so often, Dante would spend his time at home in my room, I don't know if it's meant to symbolize something like his guilt (if he even has any) of not being able to spend time with his family as much as he should have or his desire to fart in my presence just so he can maintain this brotherly-relationship because I think he knows that I know that we won't be able to stay like this much longer. He'll eventually move out into a new house with his girlfriend and just like that, our ties will be severed, not that I know that's what is going to happen but it's what happened when my dad upped and left. It's a real shame he did that too even though he doesn't live farther than a 3 minute walk from my house.

I think the longer I have this blog, I'll slowly but surely type out everything I know about myself, it'll be a long pilgrimage but I think that's what will happen, which is good for me since I've never been the one to keep secrets about myself, what better method to destroy the middle man than to have it all laid out here ?
It'll be amazing to read this when I'm old as balls, too. 

Blue and white porcelain.

"You dope. If adults are in a bad mood, kids think they're the ones they're mad at."
- Daikichi Kawachi, the main character of an anime called "Bunny Drop"

Hahaha, Wombats are cool.

Even though I don't have my P's, it feels like I do, I drive around almost on a daily basis and almost none of it is for my own enjoyment, my mum has bigger balls than I do if she has faith that I won't get caught, this is a bad habit. It sure is convenient for her since I can drive Andy around and feed his mega-ball of a stomach but man, if I do get caught, I am so fucked :L Wonder if I'll be able to wow my next instructor and convince him/her to do an early booking, that'd get my shit together real fast.

Really wish I had more to type about, I can already see myself in in future facepalming at the sheer lack of content this blog has. 

Blue and White Porcelain - Jay Chou